Well, I appreciate you sparing my ball sac. I might need them in the future, but I don't need your pity. I made my choices, and I can live with them. Maybe things would have been better if I hadn't started out being desperate for cash, but it's too late to do anything about that, I signed the paperwork and NDAs.
I suppose any NDAs that I signed back home wouldn't apply here, that's true. But I agreed to give them my loyalty. It means something. Maybe not the same thing, but they are still my people.
At least here, I'm more than just a corporate goon. I'm a man on vacation.
The sex obsession is a little hard to ignore sometimes, but the rest of the time, I'm chilling.
Fuck your father though. Respectfully. Family is supposed to mean something, and that was your blood.
A man on vacation, huh? I guess that’s the same for me too, except I’m “the rockstar on vacay.”
Where do you normally chill at? I’ve been hanging out at the bar drinking like a fucking fish. I’m trying my damnest to stay drunk. That way I won’t feel guilty about being here.
Yeah, well…you ain’t wrong there. My father was a ain’t shit motherfucker through and through. The sad thing is, I still sorta miss him.
It’s been years, I’m sure he’s dead and all but I just wish the bastard cared. Ah, well…
I've been in the gym a lot. And there's a garden on the top floor that I go to to feel like I'm outside.
Drinking is one way to cope, but I hate the feeling of hangovers. Was going to say it makes it hard to work, but there's not really any work to be done here.
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Date: 2025-04-13 06:40 am (UTC)[But Johnny is probably right in his assessment.]
Well, I appreciate you sparing my ball sac. I might need them in the future, but I don't need your pity. I made my choices, and I can live with them. Maybe things would have been better if I hadn't started out being desperate for cash, but it's too late to do anything about that, I signed the paperwork and NDAs.
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Date: 2025-04-13 11:27 pm (UTC)There's nothing on those dumbass pages worth more than your soul. Remember that, got it? I get what it's like to grow up with nothin'.
Hell, my own father sold my ass off to a group of nomads for some smokes. It's a miracle I even survived, nevertheless making a name for myself.
So, I get it.
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Date: 2025-04-14 01:00 am (UTC)At least here, I'm more than just a corporate goon.
I'm a man on vacation.
The sex obsession is a little hard to ignore sometimes, but the rest of the time, I'm chilling.
Fuck your father though. Respectfully.
Family is supposed to mean something, and that was your blood.
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Date: 2025-04-14 01:08 am (UTC)Where do you normally chill at? I’ve been hanging out at the bar drinking like a fucking fish. I’m trying my damnest to stay drunk. That way I won’t feel guilty about being here.
Yeah, well…you ain’t wrong there. My father was a ain’t shit motherfucker through and through. The sad thing is, I still sorta miss him.
It’s been years, I’m sure he’s dead and all but I just wish the bastard cared. Ah, well…
Yeah, I need to drink more.
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Date: 2025-04-16 09:18 am (UTC)Drinking is one way to cope, but I hate the feeling of hangovers. Was going to say it makes it hard to work, but there's not really any work to be done here.
Want company?
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Date: 2025-04-27 10:39 pm (UTC)Eh, why not? I could use the company of some extraterrestrial beings right about now.
It would make me feel better about my shitty lot in life.